Agency in reading

 
Bookmarked The Atlantic Did Me Dirty by Carrie M. Santo-Thomas (Carrie M. Santo-Thomas)
Early this summer I was interviewed by Rose Horowitch, an editor for The Atlantic. She told me that she had heard from a university professor that incoming students were struggling to keep up with the reading load. She explained that she was working on an article that would explore the problem of reading stamina and asked me to share my experiences in the high school classroom.

Rather, my experience is that young readers are eminently capable of critically engaging in long form content, but they’re rightfully demanding a seat at the table where decisions about texts are being made.

Thought that Atlantic article seemed sus. I see this skepticism of curricula as rooted in the growing distrust in experts and the cultural elite / college, and part of the attempt to undermine public education. It’s also tied to our collective sense of precarity and the need many parents feel to give their kids a leg up.

I’m thinking of Anne Helen Petersen’s reporting on Bama Rush — these college students’ Outfits of the Day are performing high class style through a mix of expensive designer pieces and cheap-cheap nonbrand socially approved ones. Something I took away (which may not be true? πŸ€·β€β™€οΈ) was that their generation has a different perspective on taste that doesn’t map perfectly to traditional expectations of high or low class (or maybe is just more of how highbrow appropriates lowbrow). I’m wondering if that aligns with different understandings of cultural works like books – that the cultural meaning of a book is not solely bound to its literary cred, but how your cohort experiences it, because others’ reactions are now so embedded in our lives?

As a teen, I made myself read a number of older books because they were considered “classics;” some I enjoyed (Tom Jones), while others I found to be unrelatable for my age (Angle of Repose), dull (Foundation), or even toxic (Wuthering Heights). I wanted to show that I was smart, and thought that was how I could. Now I believe that books can become culturally irrelevant as they age, and we needn’t venerate old books simply because previous generations found them meaningful, if they are no longer resonant.

When I was in HS, there was a book another student told me was terrible, and I begged my teacher not to make me read it; he made a deal with me that if I didn’t like it, I could switch to a different book. It turned out the book (iirc) was great so we didn’t need the deal, but I think the teacher handled it well: it showed me he respected me and wouldn’t force me to continue something I loathed, but prompted me to try it and form my own opinion. I learned to pay closer attention to who I took book reviews from, and to give books a chance while knowing I could quit ones I disliked.

I’m not a proponent of reading books one dislikes per se, but rather recognizing when a book is worth reading regardless of whether it aligns with my taste. I persevered through The Satanic Verses, which even inspired me to draw fan art πŸ˜† The Sparrow appalled me, and Peter Darling unsettled me with its violence, but I think about them both relatively often. I put stock in interesting as much as entertaining or even good when I’m choosing what to keep reading; I value seeing an artist executing their vision (even if they fall short). I think having agency to choose whether or not to read a book is helpful, especially for uncomfortable works.

 

See also:

The Rights of children

My Reading Philosophy in 17 Guidelines

Getting creative to do good in politics

The value of canon

Read Stolen Focus

Tracy Durnell

09 Oct 2024 at 02:05

Granting ourselves grace

 
Liked K.B. Spangler (@kbspangler.com) (Bluesky Social)
Wondered why I'm spending so much time in the garden lately, then remembered we're about a month away from learning if a declining elderly man with multiple criminal convictions and a massive history of sexual assault will be able to implement his 920-page strategy for standardized dehumanization.

I’ve also been spending a lot of time gardening and nesting. I’ve noticed myself having trouble focusing on longform reading and doing things that involve making decisions…

I forget sometimes how much stress and anxiety become embodied. There are real reasons I can’t concentrate, and it’s a good time to be gentle with myself. Now is not the moment to push, but to listen to my body. I can offer myself understanding and kindness instead of judgment.

Honestly, though, I’ll take restlessness and distraction over the mental doom spirals I used to face. I’ve worked hard to manage my anxiety to a point where I can be a month out from a fascist who’s endorsed the equivalent of The Purge possibly taking control of the United States and not be sick to my stomach and panicking about it 24/7, which wouldn’t help the situation any.

It helps to remind myself how many millions of Americans *don’t* want fascism, how many support trans rights, how many believe immigrants make America stronger, how many are excited to vote for a woman for president. We’re not going to disappear overnight.

 

Related:

Recognizing fascism

Finding common ground

Read Wintering

Read On Tyranny: Graphic Edition

Read How to Calm Your Mind

Tracy Durnell

08 Oct 2024 at 07:47

Weeknotes: Sept. 28 – Oct. 4, 2024

 
triangular wedge of yellow cake with chocolate frosting and sprinkles
buttermilk vanilla cake with fudgy cocoa frosting and sprinkles

Win of the week: finally got around to baking the cake I’ve been wanting: vanilla cake with chocolate frosting and sprinkles 🧁 (from Snacking Cakes)

Looking forward to:Β chilling this weekend

Stuff I did:

  • 9.25 hours consulting — finally kicked off the new project!
  • Lots of yardwork βœ‚
  • Two doctor trips for my annual wellness checkup and bloodwork
  • Walked at the State Park with a couple friends

Dinners:

  • Mexican fusion takeout: potato rajas quesadilla for me
  • Frozen waffles and fried eggs
  • Salmon and roasted potatoes
  • Beans on toast + poached eggs
  • Thai takeout: eggplant and tofu with rice
  • Fake chicken burger + frozen waffles + powdered mashed potatoes — we’d never tried chicken and waffles, fine but don’t see what the fuss is about

Reading:

  • Read Counter Space
  • Finished reading Advocate by Eddie Ahn and Service ModelΒ by Adrian Tchaikovsky
  • Ordered After Work, Girl Online, How to Blow Up a Pipeline, and The Conservation Revolution (Verso Books is asking for support)
  • DNF’d Murder Must Advertise by Dorothy Sayers, Hired by Zoey Castile, and Illuminations by T. Kingfisher

Words I looked up / concepts I learned:

Pretty stuff I saw:

New music I listened to:

  • bought 25 more songs that I used to listen to but hadn’t made it in the first round of buys — only one accidental repurchase πŸ˜…

Website changes:

Nature notes:

  • saw our resident hummingbird visiting blackberry flowers (or attempting to, anyway, feels late for flowers) in the neighbor’s yard — it then zipped over to my yard to scope out the twinberry but that’s well past — I have no flowers for it right now 😒

Garden notes:

pruned higher from front path
I narrowed in the middle parts and removed some awkward vertical branches that didn’t match the tree’s form – can’t reach the top third of the tree though

I started to prune my shore pine! 😳🌲 I made the mistake of believing the tag when it said this tree grows to 12-15 feet. Rather than remove it, I’m hoping that turning it into a niwaki (garden tree in a Japanese style) will let me keep it less intrusive.

I’m trying a light hand for now; the niwaki pruning book (there is somehow only one in English) has instructions to create a flattened top, which I’m hesitant about simply because that’ll mean committing to maintaining it. Instead I’m considering cutting the current leader because there’s another straighter stem adjacent…

mangled section of tree where the current leader is a curved offshoot and a shorter, skinnier stem grows straight
weird leader situation going on

I’m starting by thinning out before deciding to take whole branches. Even with my 6′ ladder I can’t reach the top of the tree… might need to get a taller garden ladder.

pile of foliage next to pruned tree
decided to go for more!

Between this pine and the laceleaf maple, I’m hoping to incorporate a bit more of a Japanese garden vibe in my front yard — a strong influence in PNW gardens. My front yard garden has been in the ground for 8 years or so, and it needs some rebalancing.

I’ve got a beautiful specimen witch hazel that’s currently crowded, so I’ve been cleaning up around it. I’m pruning my purple smoke bush into tree form. I also have a floppy dwarf Doug fir I’m going to try training into a bend. I really need to add some bigger garden rocks too… they’re expensive though! πŸͺ¨ I wonder if I could get moss to grow under my laceleaf maple πŸ€”

Tracy Durnell

05 Oct 2024 at 16:54



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