Back in May I wrote about being inspired to write a track based on a YouTube comment.
I recorded a test not long after and built on that into June. Then the breakdown struck and I had a massive crisis of confidence alongside the depression and anxiety.
I wasn't sure if I was ever going to release it or even finish it. I had a version that was 80% of the way there but I wasn't entirely happy with it. Now, finally, after sitting on it for five months, I've settled on an arrangement that I'm (mostly) happy with.
I started a new track a few days ago and came to work on it yesterday afternoon. The session didn't go well — things weren't flowing. So, after a few hours of scrolling through presets I gave up.
After tea, I thought I'd have another try but instead wote almost a complete new track and finished it this morning. That's just the way it goes sometimes.
# The new track is called "Self Doubt" and is now live on Bandcamp.
# So happy that Southampton FC will be back in the Premier League next season. Must admit to also having a bit of trepidation after our last season there. Much to be done over the summer but let's enjoy it for now! 🔴⚪🔴⚽