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500

Yesterday, my journalling streak hit 500 days. I had been counting down from around 450 but wrote recently: "I don't know why I'm fixating on this so much." That I had already kept to it for so long was a significant achievement.

500 is just an arbitrary round number that has no real significance; just a neat and tidy indication of a continued practice that, for once, hasn't fallen by the wayside.

I don't think I've ever done something for 500 consecutive days before – it doesn't sound so much but it's a long time. I wrote this morning that the countdown to 1000 starts here but that's well over another year away. A bit bonkers when you think about it.

Patrick linked to a list of ways to increase/improve your journalling, the first is:

"Give up writing about every day of your life. Seriously, give it up."

While many may not need to journal every day, I find it better to create streaks, to build momentum. If I allow myself the freedom not to do it then I won't; I give myself permission to not journal and the practice dies. One day becomes two, becomes a week, becomes never. If, however, I gamify it then I continue, eager not to break the streak whilst enjoying its longevity.

This list goes on:

"Write about your feelings or your day only when you have something to say."

If there is nothing to say about each day, each precious 24 hours, then it's a sorry state of affairs. Each day is new and different, a fresh opportunity, an experience in its own right. There are always a few words to be found.


2026/08/16#p4
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Don't fret about originality, concentrate on being yourself!


2026/08/16#p1
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With things the way they are, I went back to the doctor this morning. It was earlier than planned, being only three weeks into taking citalopram, but I couldn't continue like this.

I'm going to be staying on them for now (at least another two weeks) but have been signed off from work during that time while I hopefully // continue to adjust. I was offered time off last week when I had my first review; I turned it down as the Easter break was coming up and I felt guilty about going off so soon after being welcomed into a new team, albeit approximately half of my time.

I still feel guilty, but know that I need to take care of myself first or I'll be no use to anyone and end up being off for longer — I don't want a repeat of the five months off in 2024.

I'm going to take these two weeks to get some shit done. There are various tasks that need doing around the house, and I want to be able to spend some time in the studio to get past my current creative block. I think that will help with my overall wellbeing as it's been weighing heavily on my mind — one thing less I need to be stressed about.

Beyond that, I need to get out more and do some exercise, even if it's just on the treadmill when the weather's bad. I've been meaning to get back into it, but kept putting it off despite knowing it'll be good for me. I tell myself it's due to a lack of time; that's a lie. It's apathy.

The problem I had in 2024 was that I developed a routine while off work which was unsustainable on my return. This time I need to be more realistic with what I'll be able to achieve.




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