Colin Walker

Well, we're just a few days into 2026 and things are already going to shit out in the world.

I usually try to keep things at arm's length, but that's not always so easy, especially when you're bored and flipping through the same few apps and sites.

I know I shouldn't, and tell myself to use my time creatively, but that's also not so easy. When I get into a slump, it tends to dig its way into everything.

While I appreciate the time off work over Christmas and New Year, the longer I am off, the harder it is to go back. And the worse the effect it has on me, mentally.

I'm due back on Monday (today being Saturday) and am already dreading it. Not because it's hard, but because it's mind-numbing. I just can't get excited about what I'm doing.

I discussed it with my manager at the end of last year and there could be some opportunities to branch out into other areas within our wider "team". I use the term loosely.

For now, I'll be returning to the same thing as before the holidays. Trying to stay focused and keep my head above water. We've been having some car issues so at least I won't be going to the office on the first day — I really don't think I could handle that.