I think I will feel a lot happier about writing by hand once I get back into the swing of it and my handwriting improves.
So I want to spend some time, hopefully every day, just writing - not with the aim of producing anything specific but to get used to having a pen in my hand again and reacquainting myself with the feel of it on the paper.
I want to recover the dexterity required to adequately present something that I have taken the time and effort to write by hand. Something I used to take for granted.
I want to slow down and regain the patience needed to do so, and not expecting or forcing any actual output feels like the right way to go.