Today is day 3 of WeblogPoMo2024, a month long daily blogging challenge. I’m challenging myself to write about a song each day, but there are many other people writing about other things. You should check them out!
Today’s song is “Girl!” by Terror Pigeon.
Terror Pigeon! · Girl! (featuring Kat Porter)
We finally stopped to rest once we could touch the clouds. Stretched out around us in every direction, reaching into the atmosphere, an endless range of jagged peaks, mottled white, covered in pine tree peach fuzz. Dark splotches of diffused sunlight blanketed the crags, filled the valleys. Surrounded by the consequences of millions of years of tectonic friction, we basked in our accomplishment. The Earth was at once endlessly vast and impossibly small. We were thousands of miles from everything we knew. We were home.
I can still feel the cool air as it slowed my racing heart. I can still smell the scent of grass and trees and dirt and flowers dancing around us. I can still feel the smooth rocks in my hands as I grounded myself.
By the time we reached Hamilton Lake, my legs hurt, my lungs hurt, my back hurt. We climbed higher than the tallest building in the world! We hiked harder than all of civil engineering. There were so many times where I wasn't sure if I was going to make it. My body screamed. How did I do it?
We pushed. We climbed. We persevered. We persevered. We persevered.
And then we sat. We gazed around, dumbstruck. Our awe impossible to contain. We laughed.
I will never forget your smile that day.
I will never forget your smile. My favorite thing in the world.
Please allow me
To speak this clearly:
There is not will nor force or power on this earth
To keep you from me
Betraying every philosophical and spiritual belief I possess, the connection we share feels as though it was inevitable. The Universe merely bided its time while we grew into who we needed to become. Nudged us together when we needed to grow further. With such power guiding us, what else do we do but overcome the insurmountable?
And where I'm going
Will you come too then?
Cause all I want to do and see
Would be infinitely better with you beside me!
Of all the anthems we share, "Girl!" feels the most accurate encapsulation of us. Righteous, electric, optimistic. A propulsive, frenetic, emphatic ode to finding your person. The inexplicable bond that forms when you meet someone who gets you. The commitment you make over and over and over as you work to be better for each other. The adoration for the one you love. Who they are. How they help you see you more clearly.
And you know what I know
and you feel what I feel
One of my favorite memories: the first time I heard "Girl!" and I knew I had to share it with you. The way we shook our hips, our butts, as the song built and built and built. Until it exploded! And we were just a chaotic mess of limbs flailing around the apartment. Not dancing, per sé. Conduits of energy.
I love how this song compels you to shout the lyrics. To stomp with the beat. To fill any space big or small with as much joy for its entire runtime, and then do it all over again because it never feels like one time is enough.
I want to be there when you wake
I want to be there when you need
I want to be there when you laugh
I want to be there when you speed
I want to be there when you're hurt
I want to be there 'til you're fine
I want to be there for tonight
I want to be there all the time
One of my favorite memories: when we held each other and said "I love you" for the first time, changing everything forever.
There is nothing about you I won't love
One of my favorite memories: both of us sobbing at Kitbull.
There is nothing about you I won't love
One of my favorite memories: showing up so, so early in the morning to be one of the first of three couples married in Cook County in 2020, only to be fourth in line.
There is nothing about you I won't love
One of my favorite memories: how your compassion came through in the height of the pandemic when you had to sit with me and tell me how my anxiety and depression was affecting you. How I wouldn't have gotten the help I needed if it wasn't for you.
There is nothing about you I won't love
Your laugh.
There is nothing about you I won't love
Your voice.
There is nothing about you I won't love
Your wit.
There is nothing about you I won't love
How you make me laugh.
There is nothing about you I won't love
The silly faces you make.
There is nothing about you I won't love
The way you solve problems.
There is nothing about you I won't love
Your endless pursuit of self-improvement.
There is nothing about you I won't love
Your relentless optimism about people.
There is nothing about you I won't love
The way you see me like no one else has.
There is nothing about you I won't love
The way you make me feel safe.
There is nothing about you I won't love
How I am so excited to see where we're going.
There is nothing about you I won't love
How frequently we turn to one another and exclaim, "Oh my god, we're married!" Or "Oh my god, we have a house!" Or "Oh my god, we have a dog!" That for every bit that feels inevitable, feels equal parts improbable. I love rediscovering how exciting it is that we are here together.
There is nothing about you I won't love
I love how "Girl!" so effectively uses repetition to reinforce the joy and invigoration and awe and adoration and admiration and optimism of feeling seen and understood. It's a raucous, riotous celebration of finding the ones that accept you for who you are. An ode to the people in our lives that help shape us, who make life worth living, who help you see which mountains are worth climbing, and motivate you to persevere.