Two consecutive nights could not be more contrasting; from sleeping like the proverbial log to spending hours laying in the darkness becoming ever more frustrated. From espousing the virtues of an orthopaedic pillow to almost throwing it across the room in a fit of rage.

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Over the past few weeks I have been finding it increasingly difficult to sleep properly. Unable to settle, waking multiple times during the night and not being able to get back to sleep for ages.

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The renewed passion for writing has also rekindled a desire to tinker with the workings and code behind the blog, which I wasn’t expecting.

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It’s early days but the way I write has already started to change. I’m not just going from beginning to end, writing as though I was typing a finished draft; things are being noted as they come to me, a mixed up selection of thoughts and ideas requiring me to flick back and forth when I come to put it all together.

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While searching for something on my Mac I came across the exported copies of old my posts from Medium – the ones solely posted there and not cross-posted from the blog. Looking through I felt there were a couple that warranted re-airing.

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Earlier this week I updated the blog to PHP 7.3 which broke a few things due to some slight language changes. While fixing these (everything should now be back to normal) I took the opportunity to add the Read webmention type to my custom comment walker so they show correctly and not as a normal comment.

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Switching to writing everything by hand has not so much been a revelation (what I do and how I do it haven’t really changed… yet) but it has certainly been invigorating.

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A bounteous haul of books for January; mostly second hand but that just means pre-loved.

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A number of years ago I experienced months of health problems and was tested for, among other things, Crohn’s disease – a type of inflammatory bowel condition – but ended up being diagnosed with IBS. It was a generic diagnosis with no further attempt to determine causes or triggers. I have had varying levels of problems with it ever since, sometimes food related, others brought on by stress.

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Two quotes which seemingly appear at odds:

The Tao of Pooh –

“Let’s say you get an idea… Where does it come from? From this something, which came from that something. If you are able to trace it all the way back to its source, you will discover that it came from Nothing. And chances are, the greater the idea, the more directly it came from there.”

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I recently came across an article about high-functioning depression. I won’t bother linking as the piece itself isn’t the important part, just the concept. I’m familiar with high-functioning autistics – we have one in our house – but wasn’t aware that high-functioning depression was a term that even existed.

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Driving

There are two types of driving.

First is functional driving, the kind you do when you need to go somewhere, that gets you from A to B in the quickest, most efficient way. Then there’s the fun stuff, the driving you do just for the sake of driving.

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Colin Walker
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