@colinwalker yes I am. Two years ago I went through a bad case of burnout and spent a few weeks in a psychiatric hospital. It ended up being one of the best things that ever happened to me. Things didn’t get better immediately. In fact they got much worse first. I wouldn’t suppose to know what you are going through nor to imply that your situation is anything like mine. I have a feeling that you will find what you are looking for though.